Magical horses by Ulrika Kestere

These horses have captured my heart a while ago, i just forgot totally who made them. Some art-works just won't let me go..The beauty and the poetry of these horses stuck with me since i discovered them online!! I have been looking for the creator of these fabulous horses all morning. I am so happy i found out. her name is Ulrika Kestere.

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Highest time to let go!!!!

LET GO!!!

So then tell me why is it so d*%#*m hard to let go of what is not serving, enriching or nourishing me? 

Let go of that heart that isn't really there, a heart that is empty.

Everything i do, i say, i write is going into a black hole. Going through, going nowhere.

It must be a dark, wide and empty space, when not even my own voice as ever echoed back at me. 

Why is it so hard to let go of something that is making me feel emty hearted and cheap???
In fact it should be so simple to let go, because i would be letting go of nothingness! 

Please give me strenght and clairity to cut out of my heart what is not bringing tenderness.
Please help me to keep seeing the truth in this.
Please help me to make the choices that are best for me and my children.
Please help me to the stay strong and determined!

Please help me to move on to the best place in my life.
The place where i should be and where i deserve to be.. 

Please help so me(myself), anything or anyone will not drag me down anymore!!!

Please help me to let go of what is holding me back!

I really had ENOUGH!!!

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Amen

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Summer studio

This summer i'll be working in my summer studio, on my balcony J

I’m going to explore new territory in painting. And with new territory i mean my way of choosing painting subjects. This new way of doing that may very well lead me to new ways of dealing with paint in general. It’s very exciting for me to try this.

I offered to make a painting as a offering of my gratitude for the help I got from to someone i don't know in person. I would like the painting to be aligned with what I feel from that persons energy vibe.

Wow, this is really exciting and so cool!  I hope i can pull it off.

Here is the painting in its 'start-up' phase i am at right now.... 

    

My current painting music....

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Magic by my Chinese medicine woman

I have been meaning to share the main reason for my absence from my blog lately. I have had several heavy bacterial infections in the past six months. These infections have been so huge and each time they occurred  they made me unable to function in daily life. I feel very hopeful and even confident they will stop coming back now that I have found help. This help is in the form of a doctor, she is a  Chinese medicine woman. She mixes herbal tea for my specific condition each time I go to her.  Her practice is filled with bottles of strange smelling herbs, mushrooms and pieces of wood. Which all go into the tea mix. They taste horrible!! Sometimes it tastes like emptying and ashtray, YUK!!! But they help like no ant biotic has helped me before. I am so happy I found her...

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