It has been seven years today, the 1st of November, that I was admitted to the hospital.....Due to an infection in another area then my womb, labor had started in the middle of my pregnancy....
The 1st of November was the day I had to start facing the harsh reality that my body could not or would not keep you safe anymore....From this day until the 5th of November I fought as hard as I could to keep you inside my warm belly...These were the 5 most difficult nights and days in my life. Someone was trying to tell me you were being called home..But I wouldn’t listen, I couldn’t....I wanted you in my arms breathing, not having to burry you. But at the 5th of November I couldn't fight any more I had to let you go...I wasn't ready....
You were so beautiful and tiny...too tiny too survive...
Please be well my son..
You were so beautiful and tiny...too tiny too survive...
Please be well my son..
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