The 30th of April 2011 was my D-day! D-day was about finally feeling the strength and the courage to initiate a major change in my life and the lives of my two children.. divorce! Just days before my D-day I made this drawing. Looking back, and even in that moment I drew it, it feels like this was exactly pinpointing the sore and the pain in my marriage that had been there for so long and had gotten worse and worse. It feels like some level of me was talking to another level of me, and saying; Please finally agree with me! Please finally open your eyes and see the problem and see you are on a dead end street!
I finally let go of that heavy load I was tied to..and it feels like I am able to breathe again! I hope this feeling will last forever! I know I should not ask for the impossible, life is no picnic! So in the mean time I will enjoy it to the fullest (while it lasts). Thank you universe!
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